And I’m blank. I reinventing myself in London a too big of a challenge for me? Should I take bigger risks? I feel so isolated and weak. There would be much to do in Sweden.
I long for an agenda. I cant expect somebody to walk and give me one. I have to get involved. But how? Charity?
I see it as a big problem that I’m not a specialist. I’m not very good at anything but good at alot of things. How do you find a job that need a versatile but not specialized individual.
Also I feel very alone. I miss having people around me. I feel much better when I do.